The Most Awkward Thing During Sex.

After the huge fuss over the last video, you'd think i'd calm down and do more conservative videos. Truth is, i just realised further more that I REALLY REALLY DON'T GIVE A SHIT what people think of me!

This is my blog, my channel. I can say whatever i wish.  Clicking PLAY is ones persons choice, even though i'd like to torture those people by tying them onto a chair and force feeding them "ME ME & MORE ME" HAHAHAHA! Just kidding. Though that would be fun.

Before making this video i had a few friends say, "Arn't you worried about crossing the line? You're a public artist, aren't you worried about what the press will say and that people will think you're a bad girl?" Truth is, i really don't care, the only thing i'd care about is that people liking me for the WRONG reasons. I'm just being myself and if i'm liked from that then i think i've won. I rather be hated for who i really am than to be liked for who i'm not. I'm not going to pretend to be a virgin, i'm kawaii cute cute, innocent and all that crap. I'm just a regular british chick who happens to be working in the entertainment business. I still know how to have fun. I'm human!

I think the most important way to life is just being happy and the key to being happy is to be able to laugh at the stupid things one does instead of thinking it's shameful.

"I DIDN'T MAKE MY BF WEAR A CONDOM AND NOW I'M FUCKING PREGNANT! HAHA! I FUCKED UP BUT LIFE MUST GOES ON!" and just keep walking on.



Reading all those emails for the past few days really made me laugh and i hope you guys will have a laugh too in this video.